Every time I see that little ticker saying how many weeks til we have a baby, I kinda freak out a little. Not b/c I don't want him, not that at all. It just freaks me out that my life is gonna be all about pooh, boobs, sleep and clean until he's 3 or 4. I mean, joys of motherhood, BRING IT ON!!! But what if I can't do it?!?! I've already got one I'm still trying to raise!!!
And he's gonna be a while...Haha! (my bald headed baby!!!) Maybe this is just me dealing with being a mom. My family says it'll be all good and Keke tells me all the time that I'm the one that practically raised her and Lani. (Don't know what I did wrong with Lani....) J/k!!! But seriously guys, it's not like I don't know anything today but 26 weeks and 4 days from now when I'm squeezing this thing out it will all descend upon me and I'll suddenly be enlightened! I don't think so. It don't happen like that sista! But I guess I'll figure it out. Hopefully my mom will come out here and be with me for a week so I can learn how to do the whole momma thing. Of course I'm sure she's just gonna laugh at me every time I gag or freak out, which is ok!! I really do hope it comes natural. And another thing, I'm really going to have to deal with blood when my baby becomes a toddler. I know he's gonna get hurt and bleed sometimes but I can't handle that! Even now it makes me sick just thinking about!!! Good example! Last night, over at my in-laws, Sheila was making curly fries with this really cool doohicky, and when she was washing it afterwards, totally sliced her finger on the razor sharp edge!!! Blood was flowing and so were my nauseus juices!!! I actually ran into the other room, then shouted so she could hear and asked if she was ok! She was fine and laughed at me but I wasn't laughing. I told her I was glad it wasn't any worse than that b/c if she had really needed me she would have gotten 911!! They all think that I joke about that. HA! I'm not. I really am that big a mamsy-pamsy! But maybe, after I squeeze this child out it will suddenly be different! I'll be the one running into burning buildings, diving into wrecked cars, maybe I'll even go to paramedic shcool and drive an ambulance! I mean, if it's all natural and comes to me with a baby, why not?! HA!!!Ok, I'm freaking myself out a little. I'm just glad to have a neighbor that has like a million kids. She totally knows what to do! And don't think I won't thrust my kids on her if something happens!!! Haha! She'll probably kick us out! Haha! Ok, I'm finished with my ranting!
2 comments:
you make me laugh. Reading this post, reminds me of the feeling I had when you left for your mission. I knew you were going off to start something new, and I couldn't experiance it with you. Girl! that's why you better post ALL the time. I knew you probably will not, but I would like one a day. Just putting in my request now.
I just have to say, this is one of my most favorite pictures of Shane!!! It makes me laugh every single time I see it!!
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